My mom saw my nice little tats. (I have 3, btw) She was freaking out. That or scars. But i can't say that to her because she doesnt get it at all. She saw my latest cuts from few nights ago. They were hardly scratches. Anyway, she was all like why do you do that yourself? We were out to dinner and that awsner would take more then 3 counseling sessions. I would lnow, thats how many ive had and we have hardly talked about the source of my SI. Yet she demanded an awsner, seriously. It pissed me off so much. Cant she respect me when i say i dont want to take about it? Thats why i see a counselor, cuz i dont want to talk to anyone else. And i dont really even talk to her!

I hate SI. Then why the HELL DO I DO IT?????? Cuz im a messed up freak!!!!!!

NadiaTheFreak