I am back with my mom this week. I have been with my dad and his girlfriend since I got out of school, and it has been wonderful. No fighting or stress. Now I'm back with my mom and I just feel so irritated with her and everything she is doing. I mean her and all, but she just tends to push my buttons and irritate my need to SI. Every thing I do never seems good enough for her or I sm doing something wrong in her eyes. It just really pisses me off that she hasn't even tryed to understand what I am going through with cutting. She just gets angry, which makes me want to cut even more. It is a painful, stupid cycle. I hate it, yet it is harder to break it then to begin it. *Sigh*

Nadia