I just experinced the most triggering thing ever which is weird because there is nothing that really triggers me. Ever. But I was shaving today and I cut myself, a lot. Not on purpose. It just happened becasue the razor was new and very sharp. i didn't think the cuts were that bad, just knicks. But I got out of the shower and they wouldn't stop bleeding. So i was sitting on the floor with blood dripping evrywhere, from all places off my legs all aroud my scars that were standing out becasue of the heat from the shower.

Tomorrow I'm hanging out with Jon. I think it's time to tell hime about my most recent cutting even though it happened a few weeks ago. The scars are still healing.