I cut last night. Now I feel awful and guilty. I don't even know why I did it. I felt so alone and isolated. And that just made me sad. Not just a regular kind of sad, but ocean blue sad. What I mean is, I felt like I was in a kind of sadness that I would never get ouy of; like I was drowning in a deep, blue ocean of depression.
This shouldn't happen! The medication is helping and I haven't SI'ed in at least three weeks!
Depression sucks,
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