I hate being with my mom sometimesm dont get me wrong, i love her and we do have some really fun times together. But when i am with my dad, ihave no urge to cut and i am mostly happy. When i am with her i feel helpless, worthless, angry, and like i cant do anything right. I hate it. And she gets made at me for turning up my music or sighing or drawing on myself, when all i am trying to do is get some release without hurting myself. But of course i cant tell her this becaue when i take to her i feel uncomfortable. I just cant do it without getting angry or sad. I am working on better communications skills, but i am not ready o just come straight out and explain my SI to others. I cant even explain it to myself or my therapist! And she is just so demanding for an awsner, but I just dont havr on. Feeling sooooooo misunderstood.

Nadia