I've started self harming again. Not as much, but it doesn't make the fact that I do any eaiser. The deep and the are nothing compared to what I use to do. But it's still not okay. My mom just makes me feel like shit, like everything I do is wrong, like I can't do anything right. And moving from house to house is getting way to much for me to handle. I've been doing it for almost 10 years and I am still not use to it and it still sucks. I don't want to go back to counseling because I don't thin it helped a lot, and it's bee so long! I don't want to be judged anymore and I don't want to have to admitt I have lost the battle against SI, again. For the third time. I can't tell my parents again because they can't seem to admitt that the proplem I have is not just a phase but an actual proplem and obviously a big one that isn't goiung away. They think Im still taking my meds, but Im not. I dont feel anything when I'm on it. It sucks. What do I do!? AGGGHHH