i hope people are still reading this. I see i hbave some followers and i hope u all didnt follow me then i stopped writing so you stopped reading cuz that sucks but w/e....
today we had a snow day from school. I slept, all day seriously. it was awesome. I almost cut last night. but i didnt! WOW. i fought w/ my mom about something realy dumb at first but then she wasnt listening to how i felt about what ever she was doing and she totally blew off all my feelings and told me i was wrong, that she cant take me anymnore, blah blah blah. i tried to tell her that it really hurts me when she says things like that and she said i was over reacting and shes just like "go up to ur room and slam ur door and play ur music like you do everyday" in a really mocking way. but what she doesnt know is that when i go up to my room i am rlly cutting and that just pisses me off that she is so niave to what is going on and how hurtful she is without even seeing it. but i didnt cut by texting this number (which i am praying doesnt show on my phone bill and that it wasnt a number from canada so it costs a shit ton) that texts you back and helps you not to si. its like a help hotline but with txting. it was very coool. it's project toe. you can look it up on fb or call if u have the urge to cut: 3314424863