Its been a while I know. Im so busy. Too busy. I have gone almost a year w/o self harming. I still us a rubber band, but I never bleed. But my scars remind me every fucking day of my past. And they will never go away. EVER. in a way thats good so I will be reminded about how bad my self harm was, so I will never want to do it again. But then again, they remind me of so many painful memories that make me want to cry.
SOMETIMES I JUST WANT TO SCREAM TO THE WORLD "LOOK AT MY SCARS! LOOK AT WHAT I DID TO MYSELF" SO THAT NO EVER HAS TO GO THROUGH THE AGONY OF SELF HARM.
SI Awareness Day: March 1
About Me
- NadiaTheDepressed
- Who am I? I don't really know.I guess wenever really know untill the day we die. I am a depressed teen and self harmer. I want to change the world (some way or another). Theology and music fascinates me. I want to become a talented writer or a music teacher. I don't know (or want to know) everything, but I am learning and growing everyday. "Life isn't about findng yourself, it is about creating yourself."
I am sorry for what you are going through. You are not alone. I know so many people who struggle to deal with issues related to mental illness, addiction, or anything of the sort. I’ve found Silver Hill Hospital’s adolescent psychiatric treatment program to be very informative. They have clinicians trained in evaluation, diagnosis and treatment. They provide hope for people who may be looking for the right care. I hope this is of help to you.
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