I hate being off the fucking zoloft. I feel like shit. I feel antisocial and bitchy. I feel like getting drunk and/ or high. I want to because I feel like nothing really matters. I had a great day at my camp, but now im crashing and hard. I feel like a jerk cuz i just really want to be alone, but all my cousins are here. I want to have fun and be happy, but i just feel like i cant. Thats depression and it sucks...